people think they know everything
and in the end do not know anything.

I thought I knew how to love,
but in the end I realized I know very little
how to do it in an acceptable measure ..

this  is  an  admission.

people know how to hide,
all .. feelings, words, some people hide in the mirror
looking at themselves from an image that is not theirs ..

people,
I, you, thousand others, millions, billions ..

in this life that does not always coincide with
wishes,

people think they know everything
and in the end do not know anything.

I understand that I should never try to use something,
of which I do not know the nature well,
said this, I will have to think about love from a different perspective,
or maybe I must think that my perspective is the only one
in which love can be met.

stop using something you do not know,
stop hiding, stop being cowardly,

my most desperate grade is to have a strong knowledge
technique..

you will ever understand this condemnation … I’m trying to avoid everything,

even computer science is becoming a disgust for me,
when I have a message on whatsup I tend to block people,
when someone looks for me I’m disgusted by the degree to which
certain applications have managed to become a torment,

disgusted by how, you wanted a nokia without internet and today you
use proxy or anonymity services suggested by a donkey that
should read books …

 

 

all this is disgusting to me, as I am disgusted to have surrendered to the temptation.

I was smiling and my day was happy whenever in the morning
I saw your visit here … clear and simple …

I would like to miss this my vision of things my  knoledge  about  informatic,
be a fisherman on the lake, a man who works the stone,
the guardian of a park, do not see everything like a computer …

you think there are inevitable limits,

 

hide your ip and forget to hide the device,

delete whatsup … for  witchreason,  hide  past  chat ?

and forget that the app has saved months of backup on your gdrive per minute it is an automatic feature …

download  gdrive,  use  your google  account,

inside there are by  default a folder  with  all  your gmail  mail and  all  cloud

data  related  to  app   witch  make  backup using google  api  and  platform,

this  is  general teorical  talking,

use Google Duo etc,

no .. I never came to this point,

I stopped very very much before

I stopped for the many nights I saw you chatting with him

media, photo,  lie,  kiss emoticon

and this time, you can not tell me it was work,
that you talked about  me,

you can never tell me again

that was a friendship

with a man who will separate

by his wife …

you have no honor, Marta …

this never forget.

 

This  is  not fury,  but  try  to  understand  how  many  times

i have tell  you  about my  doubt,    look  now..

 

Dominic Lodz