In all my life I have used mind, soul and mathematics..  To be  a good man, a lover and to  choice  using math some time..

Many time I have miss the result, many other the most..  I have chose the right result.

This is math..  This is soul..

If Marta is happy,  this mean no trace of me are alive..        I will force me to go away.

Exit.

If Marta tell me,  you are faar away and never in my mind..   I will force me to go away.

Exit

If something now, from me is disturbing you..  this will mean I’m  scaring you.  I will go away.

Exit

But if,  truly if..     There are 0.000000000001  percent of possibility ,     you only some time…  Littiraly one second you  think about me…

I will wait  you there,   forever.
A candle,  the flame…  Can burn alone..  In silence…  I can be here,  writing to you without your corresponding for years,   but  you can  put  off oxygen..   And this site, me,  the past,  my princess…  All  thinks  will be  stop to burn..

Every day,  I search these answer to solve the math logical problem,  exit, go forward, dream,  make a wish..   Every day..   I know  this is  not  a easy  way…       I know I can be happy  in one month or two..  Trashing this equation..       But, sorry.. You are important   more  than my peace on mind.

Much more important.